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The Journey to Calvary: prayerfully considering the baggage we carry along

I love to think of our faith journey as a personal pilgrimage we each take with Jesus. In the Gospel this past Sunday we journeyed with Jesus up to the top of a high mountain and beheld the Transfiguration along with Peter, James, and John. And perhaps, like the Apostles, we are eager to pitch our tents and remain on top of the mountain; but we are being called to move with Jesus towards another mountain – Calvary. Throughout these 40 days of Lent, we make our way across the valley and begin the climb once again.

This 40-day journey is likely to be arduous, requiring us to think carefully about the baggage we bring along. How about we set down our bags, open them up, and have a look inside? What have I been carrying around with me? What have I stuffed way back into the corner of that bag? What specifically is Jesus calling me to empty myself of and leave at the trailhead?

Self-Criticism? Negativity? Anxiety?
Anger? Pride? Lust? Envy?

Give it to Him! We’ll walk lighter; not just for 40 days, but, potentially, forever. When we make it to the garden on Easter Sunday, there will be no tour guide waiting at the gate, handing back our stuff! “Here you go Miss, here’s your negative thinking back. And you Ma’am, don’t forget to pick up your anger on the way out.”

Is it possible that I might actually live without self-criticism, negativity, anxiety, anger, or envy?? I believe the answer is Yes – in a continual, ever-deepening relationship with Jesus. Click To Tweet

How does one simply set down that habit or thought pattern that we’ve lugged around for years? Is it possible that I might actually live without self-criticism, negativity, anxiety, anger, or envy?? I believe the answer is Yes – in a continual, ever-deepening relationship with Jesus. Below, are 3 steps that have us lean into Jesus to free ourselves of the ‘stuff’ He is calling us to release. These steps are based on the work of Neal Lozano and Unbound, Five Keys to Freedom in Christ (www.heartofthefather.com)

Step 1 – Repentance. Jesus’ first word in the gospel of Mark is “Repent.” Repentance is the expression of sorrow and acknowledging our participation in sin.
Step 2 – Forgiveness. Journeying with Jesus requires a willingness to forgive from the heart. Often, the person we find hardest to forgive is ourselves.
Step 3 – Renunciation. Each Easter, we renew the vows of our baptism, beginning with, “I renounce Satan and all his works and all his empty promises.” Renunciation is a declaration that I will no longer make a home for sin or the deceptions and power behind it.

Here’s how I’ve used these steps to help me unload self-criticism from my bags.

Repentance:

  • Jesus, I’m sorry for speaking unkindly to myself.
  • Jesus, I’m sorry for placing so much pressure on myself and not placing my trust in you.
  • Jesus, I’m sorry for not accepting myself.

Forgiveness:

  • In the name of Jesus, I forgive myself for putting pressure on me to be perfect.
  • In the name of Jesus, I forgive myself for comparing my accomplishments to others’ accomplishments.

Renunciation:

  • In the name of Jesus, I renounce the lie that I am not worthy.
  • In the name of Jesus, I renounce a spirit of self-criticism.
  • In the name of Jesus, I renounce negativity towards myself.

Now that our bags have so much space in them, how about we fill them up with intention? What would be helpful to carry with you as you journey? I’m claiming self-acceptance, peace, and deep trust in the Lord.

What will you claim for this next leg of your pilgrimage?

De Yarrison

I am a wife, mother, coach, and women’s retreat facilitator. I feel incredibly grateful and humbled that God has entrusted me with the privilege of walking alongside His precious daughters. We come together to heal, break free, learn self-compassion, and cultivate an unshakeable faith in our amazing God!

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